tell me what you thought about when we were gone and so alone [07 Nov 2004|04:12pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | starting line- the best of me ] hey guys i just got back from cape hatteras and im tired as i dont know what (we had to do grease at cape hatteras) and the show went okay the sound system was terrible and i couldnt remember any of the dance numbers and thank god i didnt have to try to remember how to do handjive i was so happy i didnt have to do that.. but saturday we all got up and played pool and ate donuts and then we had a pantsing attack me and delbert were pantsing everybody we got max first he was the sink and we came behind and took everything it was so funny then we got jeremy and grant.. (they kept coming in my room and waking me up last night) so i was just getting revenge.. and then we went to the beach and was planning on pushing grant into the water, rj was like doing something cause he started doing all of this roundoffs into a backflip and tried to make us do it i was like no.. i dont wanna embarass myself then chris did a ninja role and we decided to have fun with that so someone would run really fast and just over someone on their knees and do a ninja flip and if they did it with out hitting the person then we would put another person on the person who was on their knees, me and chris got to five people and then we did chain jumping with was fun also you can pretty much guess what that is but then the girls found us on the beach and we tried doing a pyramid but it took a while cause me, delbert, chris and rj were the base and delbert kept hitting chris's arm and making us fall.. but on the 7th try we did it and emmy took a picture as soon as we fell and then we went to take a shower and go to practice for the show and ate pizza and then i called my girlfriend lauren cause i missed her so much. i wish she coulda came that wouldve been awesome i missed her soo much but then i did the show and we all went to the cottage and then drama happened. im just gonna leave it at that, well i gotta go so peace out my brothers.. mr. hero 1 Forgot you saving you underneath the stars

the oc, the oc is coming ON! [04 Nov 2004|05:53pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | sense fail- buried a lie ] well well well.. guess what comes on tonight? THE OC yes! finally something to bring happiness to my life! yay! it comes on at 8 so watch it and if you dont your gay.. but yeah today was gender bender day at my school and it was fun.. i got one of the annie dresses from hurrah and got a (afro) wig and wore it all day it was awesome, a couple of guys dressed up but like all the girls did and some of them reallydid look liek guys band some of the guys went alittle to far like wearing the girls underwear and stuff i was like "woah.. way to much for just spirit week".. i had rehearsal tonight and its been so gay the only thing good about it is i get to see lauren (who i got a kiss from last night) YES! and the dances are kinda gay with gay songs its just kinda gay i hope it gets better though.. and while talking about lauren im feeling good about our relationship again i mean i know we both love each other but im starting to feel better because i know after all the fights and arguments that our relationship is still very fragile and it still is but im starting to feel better cause now we're starting to open up alittle bit again and i like that cause i feel i dont know connected with her? ( i know sounds extremely gay) but hopefully in like a week or 2 we'll be back like we use to totally open with each other and everything weeeeeeeee... well im gonna go i have to prepare for the oc.. BYE! baTman... 3 Forgot you saving you underneath the stars

conjuction junction, whats your function [02 Nov 2004|05:09pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | my chemical romance- im not okay (i promise) ] hey guys whats up.. well me and lauren are better we talked for a long time and we got everything straight and we're GREAT now! yes! im so happy ( i love you lauren)and well i had rehearsal last night and it was okay we did the first number a couple of times and then the rest was vocal.. idont like vocal that much it just is boring but i got to sit next to lauren and everyne and it was good well today at school it was character/costume day and i dressed up as spiderman and kevin dressed up as an inflatable suma wrestler i was weak it was so funny.. and then when i got home i got kinda sad over something but yall find out later what it was BYE 2 Forgot you saving you underneath the stars

you said youd never leave me.. but you LIED! [30 Oct 2004|05:31pm] [ mood | unexplainable ] well.. guys i think its over.. we decided to take a break but it looks like i can hardly last two days without talking to her and she seems to be doing pretty fucking perfect. i mean im glad shes having fun.. but im really depressed that she hasnt thought about me in 48 hrs. and is realizing that she doesnt like me and will eventually end up dumping me on monday.. and that sucks.. butyeah.. it would be really nice to die right now.. because it was my fault when we started drifting apart and she is having so much fun with her friends. dont get me wrong i am too i had a blast last night with kevin, sarah, and lindsey going to chesapeake to the movies and the mall it was a blast.. but they could tell i was alittle sad but jeeze lauren if you knew you werent gonna miss me or think about me at all on this little break you shoulda just went on and broke up with me it woulda saved me the anticipation of just my heart breaking..but she may not break up with me but with my luck and the way ive kinda interperted it she is.. but she may not but shes seems pefectly fine in her myspace thing and in her away messages shes laughing and everything i guess im the one with the problem.. ugh! i hate myself saving you underneath the stars

way away away from here i'll be... [30 Oct 2004|01:55pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | way away- yellowcard ] soo yes... friday was good i wore a toga all through school cause im cool like that and when i walking up and down the halls in just my toga (yeah believe it or not) people kept calling me jesus and it hurt my feelings but i got over it then in civics i talked to elizabeth before the bell rang and then we had a text YES! OMG IT WAS SO MUCH FUN..not i hate that class and she always knows when im not paying attention so she has to pick on me to answer a question or read when i have no clue what we're doing, then i had french and we had a substitute (mrs.chappel) shes the bomb cause she doesnt care what we do and she'll let us talk and everything then we had lunch and i talked to brian and westley about what we're gonna do saturday night cause i have a party to go to and i plan on most likely going to his house to do some stuff after the party.. but then fourth hour was gay.. like our teacher snapped after everybody had put on a toga and she said that like when teachers heard what class she had they said she had the best of the best and then mrs. blowe said they mustve been smoking something.. i hate her shes been like pmsing for 3 weeks now UGH! i hate her.. then kevin and i took rachel home and i like climbed under her garage and into her house and didnt let her in then we left and stopped by the baron grill and saw me and kevins best friend DARRYL ( i dont know how to spell his name but we hate him) but we also so anya, britney and we talked to them while we waited for our food.. and then i came home and got ready cause me, kevin, sarah, and lindsey went to go see "saw" last night and on the way there we got lost cause kevin was giving sarah directions (never again) and so me and sarah had to go into a gas stationg and ask for directions and then this guy said we could follow him and we said yeah but after we started following him we got scared cause we were like going under bridges and stuff it was scary but he led us to the right place... that movie was AWESOME though.. i liked it alot.. and then after the movie when we were walking out we saw jason and elizabeth and we talked for awhile and told them how we got lost on the way here.. and everything been okay.. i just wish i wasnt alone this weekend *cough* and i wish that person would realize if they loved me or not for i dont have to be on a string and just give me alittle attention when alot of peopole are around us. thats all im asking for just alittle attention in front of everyone.. cause i feel left out most of the time cause im not always so social.... but yes i feel alittle bit better after getting that out well im gonna go and try to get things off my mind cause i think i already know what shes gonna choose... bye baTman.. saving you underneath the stars

my heart remains with you [29 Oct 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | silence of my mind ] very sad and depressing day.. so here a song that when i hear i cant stop thinking about her if all else fails- A subdued silence undisturbed by the sound of her breath. So carefully, brush her hair back from her eyes In steady sequence, one by one. She slips away. So close your eyes and sleep to dream. I'm by your side. No words to speak. We'll set our course and make it through. No matter how far I go my heart remains with you. And I'm not sure what I'm looking for. But it's clear to see the purpose of my exsistance Is laying here in front of me. So close your eyes and sleep to dream. I'm by your side. No words to speak. We'll set our course and make it through. No matter how far I go And if all else fails you can look up at the sky Because it's the same one that shines above you and I. And if all else fails you can close your eyes And I'll be right beside you. I'll be the one by your side. So close your eyes and sleep to dream. I'm by your side. No words to speak. We'll set our course and make it through. No matter how far I go No matter how much this hurts I wanted you to know, My heart remains with you. red,white & me, baTman saving you underneath the stars

HAVING FUN WITH LAUREN [23 Oct 2004|01:53pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | ease on the road- The Wiz ] hey everybody im here chilling with the bestest person in the world LAUREN yay!.. yeah we just got back from her brothers soccer game and it was cold as hell! but her brother was pretty good for a 6 year old. but yeah then we went out to eat and me and her grand dad JIMMY traded pick up lines to see how has the best.. and now were at her house about to go pumpkin searching so i have to go hope all of you are having fun! bye! baTman 1 Forgot you saving you underneath the stars

SUCKIE DAY! [14 Oct 2004|07:59pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | matchbook romance- my stories, your alibis ] OMG TODAY SUCK, TODAY SUCKS A BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG ONEEEEEEEEE, you know what you should do when someone is having a bad day? you should make them feel worse, yep you should cause that just makes me feel worse and make them wanna kill themselves... thats all i have to say today a was a bitch and right as of now it feels like this whole weekend is gonna be shitty and i'll be lonely the whole time... BYE! 3 Forgot you saving you underneath the stars

all by myself, tired, and hating the world [13 Oct 2004|05:53pm] [ music | matchbook romance- my eyes burn ] hello everybody this is my first journal entry so lets all celebrate for a few seconds..... OKAY! now hmm i havent dont one of these in a long time so this is kinda weird but last thursday we started "the wizad of oz" at the roper theatre and its been kinda fun, kinda tiring, and most recently its been hell! but i'll tell you about the shows the thursday and friday school shows went well but had a few technical problems with the mic's and the backrops and everything like that but the actors were good especially the trees(wink). Saturday i wanted to piss on myself cause id just finish singing an intro to the song "i could while" and the music completely stopped i was oh shit what do i do.. but i started singing eventually and i did pretty good singing it acopollo(spell check)and it went well.. saturday night they messed up my music again but it played it just skip some part and then i met my girlfriend (lauren)'s dad and he was really cool and sunday show was i think my personal best.. and then monday i hung out with lauren and it was fun we see ladder 49 and i was excited about seeing it and she was dieing cause she thought it was gonna be stupid.. and well lets just say when we got out i hated it and she liked it, i was disappointed i thought their would be more action but there wasnt and then we went to the mall together and had fun i always have fun with her and thats good since we're boyfriend and girlfriend.. and then tuesday went back to school and it sucked, TODAY i had to take the PSAT and the math part was so hard sincei havent had math in a very long time and i dont have geometry till next semester so i was screwed on the math part but on the english i feel pretty good about it but its okay considering that it doesnt count against me or anything but now im sitting at home all by my lonesome feeling sad cause well i wont tell but now im gonna go watch holes, read the newspaper and watch the DEBATES WOHOO! GO KERRY AND EDWARDS!!! later my nizzle, batman 4 Forgot you saving you underneath the stars

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